No idea what the heck am i doing

Wanted to update my blog but no idea la, felt CPU-hanged ever since i got posted back to this small town which is famous for its locomotive station, being the interchange between the south and east bound coaches, . Everything here seems to be slow, relax, no rush, no jam, without realizing it, my brain is slower now, don't feel creative, feels sleepy and lazy. Have quite a number of tasks & job, furthermore, being a newly promoted (rank-wise) BC (Battery Commander), i should be higly motivated & energetic, but i'm kinda the opposite. Feeling guilty, i should be doing something.

Earlier was interviewed by ADAG Comdr, his annual offrs interview..... was the usual talk, he's the greatest and nothing is impossible. I had no idea and felt lazy to think, perhaps i don't care that much anymore.

One of my gunners came to my room earlier while i was having shower, and through my toilet ventilator, i thought i heard him saying "BSM suruh Tuan sign pas cuti saya, saya kena balik nenek nak kenduri" i shouted "nenek kau nak apa?" Turned out that his grandma 'sakit tenat kat hospital' and my temporary BK (Battery Captain) couldn't make a decision since its not his NOK (next-of-kin). My actual BK is currently in KL for the Merdeka Parade. He is waiting for his 0400H north-bound train.

My Bty(battery) is very busy now, we are organizing a BBQ function with live band n dancers. Mobilised my 3 tonners to JKR Tampin to borrow palette for the stage, suntents from kluang and spotlights from malacca, Banquet chairs with chair-backs, stand-fans, carpets, deco-flowers, etc.... Very busy training for war.....